I believe at times we all have contradictions that that run through our head. This is especially true within this lifestyle of BDSM, D/s, Ms, etc… Any of you that have followed me for any length of time know that I have written about the contradictions that lie within submission. There is the internal battle many times of what seems right versus what a submission wants, needs, or craves. It can be hard to accept these things and come to terms with our desires for these seemingly inappropriate acts and treatment. In today’s society, it can even seem very wrong to even want to submit and give power and authority over to another person, regardless of the acts that may play out. Well, I’m going to let you in on a little secret… this can be hard for a Dominant/Master at times as well.
Why the violent orgasm? Why the taking and the biting and the rough?
Because, he told me, he was a male and could do this to me. This turned me on so much I repeated it in my head a long while.
Next time, I hope he chants it to me.