I lie and wait for the triple header I know is coming,
That I know I deserve after mentioning threesomes and reading erotica and hitting him
Am I in for a bad night?
He has trained me somehow,
Changed me somehow,
Made me this woman who lies in bed awaiting her triple fucking, asking for it, needing it
Needing the connection,
The atonement for sins past
Waiting to be overcome,
Needing to be reminded who’s boss
The baseball game captures his attention a few moments more
I’m tingling, nervous
Still aching from the welt his hand left on me when I hit him–
He already marked me
What punishment is in store?
The game is almost over.